Now this blog is supposed to be psychedelic and weird. Now I tried sitting still and writing down all my thoughts that came to mind during meditation and this is what came to me:
I feel so god damn sick
I feel the puke in my mouth
It wants to come up
but i refuse to allow it
I hate throwing up
I feel like shit
I am about to cry
Here it comes
That's basically all I was able to get out of that. I hate being fucking sick. Especially throwing up, that's the worst thing out of everything. I just want to take my fucking stomach out of my god damn body and throw it out the window. And I am really pissed off because I don't know how to make this shit crazy and shit. So lets see. You want something trippy for a blog? You should have taken a look at all the fucking pretty colors in my puke that swirled together mixed with stomach acid and my morning breakfast of s'mores poptarts. How yummy and tasteful? I hope I am not censoring too much.
I was going to take a picture of how I look like absolute shit after puking up everything that was left in my stomach but fuck that, I am too tired and want to pass out. I honestly don't know how the hell I am typing this stupid blog but I figured I'd try and entertain myself in some way and try and think other thoughts rather than the contents of my stomach. I also figured it was something to do since I was unable to attend class today. The worst is I have a stupid midterm tomorrow in Communications which I bound to fail since I don't feel like studying but I might as well since I have nothing better to do other than sleep and eat fucking soup and crackers all god damn afternoon.
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