The horror

My body is numb
as is my heart and soul
I don't feel pain any longer
I just feel my tolerance becoming stronger
But this is taking a toll
taking a toll on me so bad
I just want to hide everything
everything I am feeling inside

I just don't get why god hates me so much
hates me enough to put me through all this
I can't take it anymore
It's eating away at my insides
I am breaking down

I am breaking from this horror
this pain
this shit i have to deal with
everyone is a bunch of two faced motherfuckers.
and I am sick of letting them walk all over me
I am so sick of being so nice
They all can just go to hell
Because I am so strong

I am strong enough to beat out their lies
see through their lies
and eat their lies
I can see right through them
I read people very well
So if you are a two faced liar sack of crap
then stay away
because at this point i may rip off your face
because i am so sick of being treated like this.